Into the dark (out of the blue)

Into the Dark (out of the blue) Something cold Takes over; Heavy, and dark. And I, paralysed, Lie awake In my grave Watching the earth Fall onto me. Until I am Wholly submerged And out of sight; Out of mind, And my mind. Today has been one of these days. Literally – out of the blue I have been plunged into a pit of black. My wife and I are on holiday with a dear friend and our beautiful dogs, somewhere in Devon. I have a final cover for my book and we have spent a happy hour or two brainstorming ideas for a book launch. All was well. All is well. Nothing has changed – nothing at all is different, other than how I feel. It started, perhaps, with the odd fleeting pang of paranoia: Dawn and Tracey are irritated by me; they think I’m stupid; I’m a nuisance. I brushed these Read full article, you know you want to…